CXXXIX

31/8: How do I feel? I feel like the world is caving in. On the 15cm squared of chest above where my heart should be. I don't know that it's there, I can't feel it for the weight of the world caving in upon it. 

[Artwork: Untitled, Ellsworth Kelly]

CXXXVI

17/8: Waiting. Always waiting. Waiting for you to call me back. Waiting for you to want me back. Waiting for you to do anything, really. Speak, text, call, write, touch, ask, look, speak, arrive. Be. With me. I could be waiting my whole life. 

[Image: Unkown]