CLXXXI

Enough

Im spending so long convincing myself to do the more difficult thing

To do nothing

To wait for hope to appear

However it appears

Whenever it appears

To stay

Stay soft, stay alone, stay unknowing, stay

And I dont know if I can, but what else can I do?

And I think I might lose my grip, but what else can I do?

So here I am

Answering my own questions

Knowing I know what I need and I don't yet know what I don't yet need

And thats frustrating, always

Bit it has to be enough

How it is right now has to be enough

It has to be enough

[Image: Andreea Diaconu for Unconditional Magazine]