CLXXXIX

9/1: 

That tight chest feeling

Rising anxiety

From your stomach to your ribcage

Almost breaching the throat

Though wordless

My anatomy still succumbs to it on occasion

Without warning or explanation 

The general feeling of things not being ok

With me

I won’t escape this for a while

It seems

[Jean Campbell for Vogue Russia]

CXLIII

14/9: I miss you everyday, if not in waking them in my dreams. 

[Image: Barbara Palvin and Jordan Barrett for C Magazine Sep '17]